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    Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
    3:15 pm
    PARALLAX: Chapter Six
    Chapter Six

    “Are you sure this is a good idea?”

    Frank looked at Gia. Her eyes had always hypnotized him with their deep dark hue – twin black holes that sucked him right in. “I’m not sure what anything is right now. But if I don’t keep you around me, there’s no guarantee you’ll live to see tomorrow.”

    “You said you told my uncle to give you a week.”

    Frank broke away from her gaze and slid the key into his front door. “Yeah, but that doesn’t mean he’ll wait. Especially if he thinks I might be doing something stupid.”

    “Are you?”

    “Most definitely,” said Frank. He turned the key.

    The door behind him opened. Frank grimaced.

    Shit, no. Not now.

    “Frank?”

    “Mrs. Morello,” said Frank turning around with a big smile splayed across his face. His neighbor had on a pink plaid housecoat and a hairnet. “How are you?”

    Mrs. Morello’s eyes narrowed when she caught sight of Gia. “Who’s this?”

    “A friend,” said Frank. “Just a friend.”

    Gia smiled and extended her hand. “Hi-“

    Mrs. Morello turned abruptly, marched back into her apartment and slammed her door.

    Gia glanced at Frank with a raised eyebrow.

    Frank shrugged. “She’s been after me for years.”

    “That old gal?”

    “Either for her or her niece,” said Frank. “Get inside, c’mon.”

    Gumshoe ran up as they entered. Frank stooped to pat her and then watched Gia do the same. Gumshoe responded by purring.

    “She remembers you,” said Frank. He wondered if his cat remembered all the arguments, too. If Gumshoe could recall all those nights when Frank had sat up staring out the window wondering why the relationship hadn’t worked out.

    Gia looked up at him. “I guess she does.”

    Frank checked his answering machine, dropped his wallet and keys on the table and walked to the refrigerator. “You want a beer?”

    “Little early.”

    “It’s almost lunch.”

    “Not everyone drinks their noontime meal.”

    “You want one or not? I was up and I’m just offering. No need to make it a matter for the UN to debate.”

    She sighed. “Sorry.”

    Sorry? That was new. The old Gia would never have admitted she was wrong. Frank shook his head. The day was getting strange. He brought the beers to the living room and sat down in his chair. Gia sat on the couch.

    Frank took a long drag from the bottle and then set it down on the table. “So, explain this all to me, would you?”

    “What do you want me to explain?”

    “How about something simple? Like, why the hell are you trying to put your uncle in jail?”

    Gia sipped her beer. “How long have you worked for him, Frank?”

    “I don’t discuss specifics. Let’s just say it’s been a long time.”

    “A long time.”

    “Yeah.”

    “Killing.”

    Frank frowned. “You wearing a wire now or something? Maybe you’re trying to get me on tape, too? Do a two-fer?”

    “I’m not wearing a wire.”

    “I don’t kill.” Frank took a drag on his beer. “I remove garbage that needs removing anyway.”

    Gia’s mouth perked up at the corners like she was trying to restrain the urge to laugh. “Was that you last night?”

    “Say what?”

    “Last night. Vespucio. In Revere. Christ, Frank, I can read the papers, you know.”

    “Vespucio’d been on the take. He was skimming from Patrisi.”

    “And you killed him.”

    Frank grabbed the beer and had another gulp. “Let’s keep this focused on you, okay? When did you decide to go to the Feds?”

    “About six months before we broke up.”

    “Before you dumped me.”

    Gia shrugged. “How ever you want to call it.”

    Frank didn’t keep digging at her. “Why’d you do it? What I heard about you, there was a wild side to you a few years back. You had you share of run-ins with the law. Now all of a sudden you’re passing sentence on a guy who took you in like you were his daughter? Kinda fucked up, Gia.”

    Gia took another sip of beer and sighed. “Maybe my sense of right and wrong was fucked up for a while. Maybe I didn’t know what to do anymore. Yeah, he helped me out when I came to Boston. And that was cool. But I don’t love my uncle. I can’t even stand the guy. And the thought of what he’s doing leaves a sick feeling in my stomach.”

    “So, you thought jail would be a better place for him.”

    “I know it sounds naïve-“

    “Maybe suicidal,” said Frank. “Naïve’s for people who don’t know any better.” He aimed his forefinger at her. “But you, you know what he’d do if he found out.”

    “Yeah. I guess it is kind of crazy.”

    “What’d you think was going to happen? You go to the Feds and they say ‘golly gee come on in we’ll take care of you?’ Christ, Gia, they’ll use you like anyone else they have working for them. I’ll bet they told you had to get something incriminating on Patrisi, didn’t they?”

    Gia looked away. “Yeah. They wanted me to plant listening devices.”

    “At the club?” Frank laughed. “Did you tell them Patrisi has the place swept twice a day? They wouldn’t have gotten anything on him that way.”

    “I didn’t know that,” said Gia.

    “But you planted them?”

    “It seemed easy enough.”

    “Sure. Patrisi would never let on that anything’d been found. But they must have been. And then the big guy knew he had someone he couldn’t trust nearby. He’s probably been losing sleep for the better part of eighteen months wondering about it.”

    “He must have figured it out.”

    Frank nodded. “Wouldn’t be all that hard. If you kept planting devices and they kept disappearing, but then they stopped showing up around about the same time we stopped dating, that would make him suspicious enough of you. And don’t forget the guy’s got a fair share of people in his pocket. He could dig up a lot of shit on you.”

    “You think he found out from one of his scabs?”

    “Someone on his payroll, yeah. Had to be.”

    “But there are plenty of other people there working for him who would love to cut the old man’s legs out from under him.”

    “Not me.”

    “You’re the exception, Frank.”

    “Doesn’t matter. He wants you dead. Now I can buy you some time, but not much more than that. I think the best thing for you to do is disappear. Get the hell out of the city. Shit, get out of the country. You’ve got relatives somewhere, go find ‘em. You stay here and it’s only going to get bloody real fast.”

    “What about you?”

    “What about me?”

    Gia took another sip of beer. “Won’t you get in trouble for not killing me?”

    “I can’t kill you if I can’t find you. The old man will put it down to you catching wind that he was on to you.”

    “Has that ever happened before?”

    “What?”

    “You get an assignment that you didn’t complete?”

    Frank took a hearty swig and set the bottle down. “No. It’s never happened before.”

    “And you think Patrisi will accept your explanation?”

    “I hope so.”

    She stayed quiet for a moment. “He knows about us.”

    “He knows we used to have something, yeah,” said Frank. “But he also knows I’m a professional.”

    “You might be with anyone else,” said Gia. “But you couldn’t do that with me and you know it.”

    Frank looked at her. “You know what kind of hell I go through every time I see you, Gia? Part of me wants nothing more than to grab you and hold on with every ounce of my gut. And part of me wishes you’d never even walked into my life.”

    “Which part wins?”

    Frank stood. “I don’t know yet. I’m trying to concentrate on keeping us both alive.” He walked to the kitchen-

    - A sharp needle stabbed into his brain making him wince and drop to his knees.

    The beer bottle crashed to the hardwood floor.

    “Jesus!”

    Frank rolled on the floor. Images rushed at him behind closed eyes. A face. A man. A large hall. A gun. Blood. Lots of blood. And suddenly the vision cleared.

    “Frank!”

    He opened his eyes. Gia knelt over him. “My God, what happened?”

    He sucked wind, lungs working like a bellows. Sweat poured from his face. “I don’t know. The same damned thing happened last night. It happened today in the reception area at your office, too.”

    “What is it – a headache?”

    “I don’t know,” said Frank. “I get this blinding pain and then I…see things, I guess.”

    “What kinds of things?”

    “Last night I saw a dead man in some apartment complex. This morning I saw an airplane coming across the ocean.”

    “And just now?”

    “A man. I saw a man. His face was clear to me, but I’ve never seen him before. There was a lot of blood.”

    “Maybe you should play the lottery.”

    Frank looked up at her. “I’m not joking here, Gia. This is pissing me off. I don’t get headaches. I don’t get migraines and I’ve never had…visions, either.”

    “And all of a sudden you are.”

    “Three times now, yeah.”

    “You think they’re connected to Patrisi at all?”

    “I doubt it. I don’t know what the hell they’re related to. Maybe nothing. Maybe nothing yet.”

    The doorbell rang.

    “Shit.” Frank got to his feet. He shoved Gia toward the bedroom. “Get in the closet and hide.”

    “Why? It might not be anybody-“

    “Gia! Just do what I fucking say, all right?” He grabbed her coat and purse. “And take those with you.”

    Frank looked around making sure everything looked all right. He couldn’t do anything about the beer bottle glass on the floor. There wasn’t time.

    He hit the intercom button. “Yeah?”

    “It’s Bobby, Mr. Jolino.”

    Shit. What the hell was the punk doing here? “What do you want?”

    “Got something for you from Don Patrisi. He said it was urgent.”

    Frank sighed. “Fifth floor.” He pushed the door release and then patted his back right hip for the pistol he wore. He pulled the hammer back and then put the gun’s safety back on. All he’d have to do was take the safety off and squeeze the trigger. Good to go.

    He unlocked his door.

    Bobby’s footsteps thudded up toward him. Frank steeled himself. Bobby’s head came up the steps. “Hiya Mr. Jolino.”

    “What’s up?”

    Bobby held a bag out in front of him. “Got something here for you.”

    Frank put a hand out for the bag keeping his right hand back by his leg. He could draw and shoot faster than Bobby could blink.

    “What is it?”

    “Chicken soup,” said Bobby. “Boss says you didn’t look so well last night when you left. Said something about you having a killer headache.”

    “He got that right.”

    “Yeah, well anyway, he sent me over here with this soup. He says it’s supposed to make anyone feeling like shit feel better.”

    I could use a lot of that, thought Frank. “Okay, well, thanks.” He started to close the door. Bobby looked past his shoulder. “You drop something?”

    “Huh? Oh, yeah. I dropped a beer bottle. Fucking glass spilled everywhere.”

    “How’d you drop the bottle?”

    Frank sniffed. “Would you believe another headache?”

    “Jesus, really?”

    “Yeah.”

    “That sucks, Mr. Jolino. Good thing I brought that soup over, huh? You know, I could warm it up for you. Get it nice and hot and then serve you up some.”

    Frank grinned. “I can handle that myself, Bobby. Thanks anyway.”

    “You know, it’s just that I was kinda hoping to talk to you.”

    “About what?”

    “Last night.”

    “Now probably isn’t the best time, Bobby. Tell you what, I’ll come down to the club tomorrow night and we’ll have a beer and talk about it some, if that’s what you want, okay? Right now, I was just getting ready to lie down for a while and try to shake this damned headache. I’ve been out most of the day.”

    “Nice tie,” said Bobby.

    “Tomorrow night?” asked Frank.

    Bobby brightened. “Yeah, okay, that’s cool. Thanks a lot Mr. Jolino.”

    “Thanks for the soup, kid. And tell Don Patrisi I said thanks, too.”

    “Will do.” Bobby turned to leave. Frank shut the door.

    He walked back inside and sighed heavily. He put the soup on the counter and Gia emerged from the bedroom. Frank put a finger to his lips and she nodded. Frank looked down at the floor and frowned. Glass was everywhere. He needed a broom and dustpan.

    He heard a door slam.

    Outside his apartment.

    He frowned and walked to his front door. He opened his door and Mrs. Morello’s door opened at the same time.

    Frank smiled. “Sorry, I thought I heard a door slam shut.”

    “Oh that was mine, Frank.”

    “Company?”

    “Oh no, I was just talking to that nice young boy who came to see you.”

    Frank smiled. “Yeah?”

    “He mentioned he’d brought you some soup for your headache. I told him about the lasagna I baked you last night.”

    “That’s nice,” said Frank.

    “Such a nice boy that one.”

    “Yeah, he’s a peach.”

    “Too bad he didn’t bring enough soup for your friend, though, huh?”

    Frank’s heart dropped. “Excuse me?”

    “The soup he brought over. I mentioned you had a lady friend in there and that a small container probably wasn’t enough for the both of you.”

    Frank’s mouth went dry. “What did he say?”

    “Well, he got a funny look on his face and then just took off running down the stairs. He didn’t even say good-bye or anything. Kind of rude, actually, now that I think about it.”

    “I gotta go Mrs. Morello.” Frank slammed his door and turned to face Gia.

    Her face clouded. “What’s wrong?”

    “Get your stuff. Now. And grab Gumshoe. We’ve got to leave right away.”

    “What’s going on?”

    “I think,” said Frank, “that we just got found out.”
    Friday, October 7th, 2005
    12:27 pm
    PARALLAX: Chapter Five
    Chapter Five

    “I’ll be back as soon as I can.”

    Alois tried his best to smile. Stahl’s eleven year-old son was wrapped in the white sheets at the hospital near Ramstein. The symptoms had come on fast. Blood work later confirmed the diagnosis. And Stahl was left wondering how life could deal him such a cruel hand as this.

    Stahl found it all the more troubling that he wasn’t even a compatible donor for his son’s upcoming bone marrow transplant. The doctors would have to search for a suitable donor. That would take time and money.

    Time was precious. Money was why Stahl had to now leave his son.

    Neither made him feel good about saying good-bye to Alois.

    He bent and kissed his son. “I love you. I’ll call you when I can.”

    Alois wrapped his arms around Stahl and squeezed with surprising strength. “Papa. I love you.”

    Stahl’s eyes stung as he finally forced himself to walk out of the room.

    The eight hours of travel time that followed did little to lighten his mood. When he emerged from Logan International Airport Terminal E and took a breath of the smog-laced cold January air. He frowned. It had been years since he’d been in Boston.

    And even longer since he’d killed here.

    He walked the line of yellow cabs sidling by the curb and slid into the back of the first in line. Normally, he would have taken one further down. But if he did, he would have attracted the attention of the local FBI watch teams in place since September 11th, 2001’s terrorist attacks.

    He gave the cabby directions and leaned back against the vinyl seat. They cruised out of the airport, into a rotary and then toward the Sumner Tunnel. Stahl watched seven lanes of traffic merge into two as they oozed into the tunnel’s slow crawl.

    He took a deep breath and let it out, slowly. He wasn’t happy about the financial arrangements for this mission. But he’d had little choice. The old man knew he was almost broke. He knew his son needed the operation soon. And the manipulative bastard had used Stahl’s remorse against him.

    Stahl wanted nothing to do with his former life. He was lucky enough to be alive now. But he was even luckier to have a son like Alois. Already shaping up to be a fine man, he had his mother’s good Italian genes. But he had Stahl’s keen eyes and sharp nose.

    Stahl thought how fun it would be to school his son on the finer points of becoming a man when he got out of the hospital.

    A man, he decided. Not a killer. Not someone who had to walk in the shadows because of the many people who wished to see him dead. Only Stahl’s new face would keep him safe now. That and the years of perfecting his trade craft.

    But part of him wondered how well-equipped he was for this assignment. His last mission was ten years ago. An eternity in this game, he decided. The birth of his son, following a harrowing escape with kill teams hot on his trail, had caused Stahl to reevaluate his life.

    He knew well enough that he would not have accepted this assignment if Alois wasn’t near death. Stahl’s jaw tightened. There was nothing he wouldn’t do to make sure Alois lived a long life.

    Ten years.

    Back then, he’d been famous for his high-profile killings. Stahl worked for anyone whose agenda matched his own bizarre set of internal machinations. For a few years, he’d worked for terrorist groups until he realized they were all hypocritical excuses to cause havoc without any real intention of creating change.

    He worked freelance for several intelligence agencies, including the Mossad, who appreciated Stahl’s deft touch with explosives. He could turn anything into a bomb. From a telephone to a paperback novel, Stahl had rigged them all. And his score card was filled with the names of high-ranking Palestinian officials.

    But then Tel Aviv decided Stahl was expendable. Worse, he was deemed a liability in light of the peace plans being proposed for the Middle East. Stahl narrowly ducked a Sayaret Mat’Kal hit team waiting in his apartment in Madrid.

    He went to South America next and worked for the Medellin Cartel. Stahl took out Cali Cartel targets as well as Colombian government officials who thought about cracking down on the narcoguerillas.

    That was how he ran afoul of the American DEA. But the DEA wasn’t in the habit of killing people it considered a threat. So the DEA had turned to the US military for assistance. And Stahl had his first run-in with a Delta Force team assigned to the case. Their mission was to capture him if possible, but kill him if necessary.

    Stahl escaped, made his way overland up through the Panama isthmus and hopped a freighter bound for North Africa.

    The near misses kept mounting. And even Stahl knew he wouldn’t be able to avoid them forever. So, he retired.

    Well, not exactly.

    Stahl blew himself up.

    And let the bits be found by Western intelligence teams who then pieced them together and pronounced that the man he used to be, Javier Schmidt, was no more.

    Ernst Stahl emerged from the ashes to take his place.

    Stahl stretched his hands over his head and thought about his son. All of this was for him. He nodded.

    If Stahl had to kill thousands to save his son, he’d do just that. What parent wouldn’t?

    The cab crept out of the tunnel, driving into the sunlight that warmed the interior of the cab. Stahl looked out of the windows as they rode past the mouth of Commercial Street.

    Boston’s North End.

    He frowned.

    His head exploded in pain.

    Wave after wave crashed down on him. His stomach lurched. Stahl closed his eyes and saw an image in his mind. A man. Not his target. Stahl didn’t recognize him at all.

    The image faded, the roar in his ears waned, and the throb in his skull subsided. Stahl opened his eyes.

    “You okay, sir?”

    He looked at the cabby. “What?”

    “You okay? You look a little peaked. Everything okay? You getting car sick?”

    “I’m fine.”

    The cabby nodded. “Sorry, ‘bout the traffic. It’s always thick as cold blood in the morning. Not much I could do about it.”

    “I’m not concerned,” said Stahl. He glanced back at the North End as they jumped the on-ramp to Route 93. What was going on with him?

    * * *

    Harvard Square bustled.

    College students just back from winter break flooded the streets, their backpacks and long coats swirling about them as they pushed through others at high speed.

    Stahl watched them and smiled. There was a time in his own life when the college scene had excited him more than anything else. A time when every aspect of his world was tied into it.

    Then he woke up to reality.

    He strolled away from the Charles Hotel, past a series of brick buildings close to the Post Office. Stahl had checked into his hotel across the river in Boston under a pseudonym, made the Trans-Atlantic phone call letting the old man know he was active, and then caught a cab over to Cambridge.

    He checked his watch as he walked.

    3:45.

    Plenty of time.

    He turned right at the intersection of JFK Street and walked along the wooden fence. All around him people swam by. And Stahl simply disappeared in their midst. He was a nobody, after all. Just another passer-by, passing-by.

    He turned right again and walked across the main concourse by Memorial Drive. Students hurried across the melting slush toward the school. A few lunatics hung out playing Frisbee on the snowy grass, laughing and spilling into snowdrifts as they scrambled to get the flying disc.

    Stahl reached the main doors and pulled one open, passing through. A disinterested security guard sipped coffee on a barstool near the front door. Stahl frowned. The poor guy must have been frozen.
    I
    n the event of a crisis, the guard’s reaction time would be utterly ineffective.

    He paused by the bulletin board. Notices of roommates wanted, items for trade or sale, textbooks, and party flyers all wrestled for attention. Stahl moved one of the notices and read the small pink 3x5-index card stuck to the board with five pushpins arranged in special order.

    Stahl read the note and then removed the card, pocketing it as he walked downstairs to the men’s toilet.

    Inside, two students spoke while they pissed at a line of urinals along the wall. Stahl pushed into the third stall, dropped his pants and sat down.

    And waited.

    The two pairs of feet cleared out.

    Stahl reached behind the basin. His hand closed around the plastic-wrapped package. He jerked down and the package came loose in his hand. He looked down and unwrapped it.

    Inside the newspaper and plastic, Stahl found a small pistol with a suppressor, two extra magazines, a holster, and a box of ammunition.

    He dropped the magazine out of the gun, jacked the slide to eject the chambered round. Stahl examined the gun in detail, checking the springs and trigger. Satisfied, he placed the loose round back into the magazine, slid it home, chambered a round and then dropped the magazine out again and topped it off with another round before reinserting it.

    Stahl had been in enough situations where one extra bullet often meant the difference between life and death. He always topped off.

    He stood, pulled up his pants and positioned the holster so it slid around to just behind his right hip. Stahl frowned.

    Odd.

    He’d never worn it there before.

    He shrugged, buckled his belt and slid his overcoat back on. The pistol, longer with the suppressor screwed onto the barrel, went into his pocket. The spare ammunition and extra magazines he carefully wrapped in toilet paper so they wouldn’t make noise when he walked. He stuffed those into his other pockets.

    Back outside, he let himself be sucked into the slipstream of students headed toward the Adams School of Government. He checked his watch.

    4:02

    He smiled to himself. Perfect.

    A brisk breeze blew off the Charles River making Stahl shiver for a second. The winter blasts caught people hurrying to class. Stahl sped up.

    He reached the main entrance to the school and passed through the doorway. Room 202.

    Upstairs.

    He climbed the steps, stopped at floor two and walked into the main hallway. At another restroom, Stahl paused inside to pull on his balaclava, keeping it rolled up so it looked like a knit cap. He didn’t want to have to kill unless it was necessary. He hoped it wouldn’t be.

    But he had no way of knowing how this was going to go down.

    He checked his watch.

    4:05.

    Time for class.

    He waited inside a stall for another ten minutes, giving the late arrivals time to get to class. At last, he left the bathroom and walked down the hall toward room 202.

    His footsteps made no noise.

    The hallway was deserted.

    At room 202, he opened the door.

    He saw her.

    Speaking.

    The woman stopped when she saw Stahl. “Can I help you?”

    “Excuse me,” said Stahl. “Is this Politics in Revolutionary America?”

    “It’s a class on early-20th century imperialism. You want the class down the hall.”

    Stahl smiled. “Pardon me, I’m new to the school. Still trying to find my way around this fine institution.”

    The woman’s face changed. Her jaw tightened. “I’ll show you the way.” She turned and apologized to the class and then stepped off the podium toward Stahl. “This way.”

    Outside of the class, she glanced up and down the hallway. Then she spun around, her right hand a sudden edge against Stahl’s throat. The force and speed of the move backed him up against the wall.

    Her eyes bore into him. “Who the hell are you?”

    Stahl smiled. “You don’t recognize me? Good. At least the surgeons did what they were paid to do.”

    She eyed him. “You have a vague German accent. But that recognition code fell out of use almost fifteen years ago.”

    “You recognized it, though.”

    “Well, we never really had much choice.”

    “You don’t remember Milan? The Israeli trade union?”

    Her eyes gleamed. Her hand went slack and she backed away from him. “Not you. It’s not possible.”

    Stahl smiled. “Anything is possible.”

    “Javier?”

    “It’s Ernst now.”

    She hugged him and then quickly stepped back and composed herself. “My God. It’s wonderful to see you.” She stopped. “You need something.”

    Stahl nodded. “Afraid so. I wouldn’t have come here if I didn’t. My anonymity is priceless nowadays.”

    “As was mine, I thought,” she said. “How did you find me?”

    “I still have my sources.”

    “Great.”

    “I need your help…Karen.”

    She looked at him. “What kind of help?”

    “The kind you used to give me all the time.”

    Karen looked back at her classroom. “I’ve got a life here now, Ernst. I’m a professor for God’s sakes. I can’t just up and leave things.”

    “I wouldn’t dream of asking you to. I only need a small favor.”

    Karen smiled. “And that’s it?”

    “I promise.”

    “All right. What do you want?”

    Stahl told her.
    Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
    9:34 am
    PARALLAX: Chapter Four
    Chapter Four

    Frank hated mornings.

    Years ago he’d enjoyed sleeping late. Preferably until noon. His mother didn’t care. How could she? Doped up on heroin, she spent most of her days locked in her bedroom. Frank would wake, eat, and then get out of the tiny apartment. He found solace on the streets. Right up until his mother’s overdose and subsequent death.

    He was eighteen then and old enough to care for himself. Pretty much what he’d been doing all along anyway.

    Then he met Moe.

    Already sixty years old, Moe was back in town on a job and had stopped by the Giani bar for a drink. Don Giani introduced Frank.

    Moe’s cold gray eyes looked him up and down. “You out of school?”

    Frank nodded.

    “Going to college?”

    He’d almost laughed. Getting out of high school had been tough enough. The last thing Frank wanted to see was another text book. He said as much.

    “You need a job,” said Moe. “You can’t just loaf around all day.”

    Frank felt his anger rise. “Well, what do you do?”

    Moe took a sip of brandy, seeming to savor the way the liquor rolled over his taste buds, as if he had all the time in the world. “I kill people.”

    The way he looked when he said the three words set Frank’s blood cold. He attached nothing to words. No pride. No ego. No…nothing. And it was that lack of anything that made Frank a believer.

    Moe offered a hand to Frank. Frank shook it, but Moe held on, adding pressure to the grip, slowly squeezing the bones in Frank’s hand together. Frank stared at him while he did so, determined not to show any pain.

    Thirty seconds passed like a century and then Moe let his hand go. A small smile peeked out on his face. “You’ve got guts, kid.”

    Frank said nothing. Somewhere deep down inside he had a sense of what was coming next. “How about you and me have ourselves a talk? If it goes well, I might just have a way for you to earn a living.” He smirked. “But it ain’t gonna be easy.”

    They’d talked. And soon enough Frank had packed up his few belongings and moved into a giant warehouse down on the waterfront. There, among a million other things, the aging assassin rooted out Frank’s affection for sleeping late.

    Everyday for six months, Moe woke Frank at 5:00AM with a variety of noise. Some days he’d use a loudspeaker that played the 1812 Overture. Other days Moe would rig improvised training explosives that boomed off the sound-proofed walls. Still other days belonged to the sound of fully automatic machine gun fire.

    Twenty-four weeks after it started, Frank knew he’d never be able to sleep past sunrise ever again.

    Not that he ever grew to enjoy it. But then again, Moe had told him he didn’t have to ever like it. He just had to do it.

    It came down to Moe’s favorite subject: discipline. Moe would always chomp his cigar and grunt, “Without discipline, you ain’t got shit.” Frank had noticed early on that Moe’s casual method of speech betrayed the man’s youth in Brooklyn. But Moe could sound as polished as a diamond if he wanted. He taught Frank how to do that also.

    And Frank got up early.

    He rolled out of bed and did a series of breathing exercises designed to pump his blood full of oxygen. Next he stretched for about five minutes. Then he stepped into sweat pants, a hooded sweatshirt, and sneakers. He strapped on a small caliber Walther .380 above his right ankle, locked the door behind him and descended the stairs. As he walked, the thick aged carpeting absorbed his footfalls.

    Outside, the January air greeted him like a slap to the face. Cold and wet, it stung his skin. Frank flapped his arms once more and then began a slow trot down Commercial Street toward the waterfront.

    Office workers, neighborhood folks, and assorted merchants already crowded the streets. Frank slid through them all, a fin through the swells of people.

    He banked left at the Big Dig construction project and threaded his way past the New England Aquarium. Finally he reached the park by the harbor and increased his speed. Few people barred his way now.

    As he ran, he felt his heartbeat even out. His lungs relaxed as he found his stride. He felt a line of perspiration begin at the back of his neck and work its way down his back.

    Why Gia?

    The question had plagued him all night long. Even Moe’s sure-fire sleeping techniques had failed to send Frank off to Sleepyville. Frank had wrestled with the possibilities and failed to find one that made sense.

    Don Patrisi didn’t have to tell Frank why he wanted Gia plugged. Especially since the Don knew that Frank and Gia had a past. But Frank wanted to know.

    He needed to know.

    Was it a test? Was the Don testing him, trying to see if he was truly loyal to the Family? Frank frowned. He’d proven himself so many times in the past, such tests were unnecessary.

    And almost insulting.

    He dodged a gaggle of lawyers on their way to legal maneuverings and ducked under the archway of the Boston Harbor Hotel. He crossed onto Northern Avenue and ran towards Black Falcon Terminal.

    Frank increased his speed.

    As his sneakers grabbed pavement, he knew what he’d have to do.

    If Don Patrisi wouldn’t tell him why Gia needed to be killed, Frank would have to find out for himself.

    That meant a visit to Gia.

    As he ran, he worked out the logistics. Moe once told him that exercise cleared the mind. It enabled a man to think about what he needed to do and how he would do it. Moe was right. Frank always ran when he needed to sort things through.

    Would the Don have Gia under surveillance? Possibly, he thought, but not likely. Maybe he has me under surveillance, he thought grinning. Make sure I don’t warn her and let the chick fly the coop.

    That didn’t make sense, either. Maybe for someone else. But not Frank. The Don wouldn’t risk pissing him off like that.

    He reached Black Falcon Terminal and spotted the ever-present State Police cruiser idling by the gate. He waved. The cop, probably earning about sixty bucks an hour for drinking coffee, frowned.

    Well, fuck you, Mr. Cheery.

    Frank kept jogging.

    And he kept sweating.

    Gia.

    Frank had seen her the first night after he’d come back in from a job. She’d been sitting at a cocktail table wearing a short skirt that showed probably too much thigh. But it was nice full thigh, the kind Frank preferred. She didn’t look like any of the anorexic waifs that strutted their bones up and down the fashion runways of the world. Gia was woman - old-style 1950’s buxom brunette with long lashes, stocking and garters - a big busted all-American full-on pulse-racing woman.

    And damned if Frank didn’t think she was probably the best-looking babe he’d ever laid eyes on. Straight out of his private eye novels – the damsel in distress. The kind who needed a guy like Frank in her life.

    Patrisi had done him the favor of introducing them. Frank had sat down when she’d offered him a chair next to her. He could feel the body heat coming off her in waves that seemed to reach right through his clothes and nuzzle his skin. The hairs on his forearms had jumped to attention.

    And every man who walked through the place sucked in an eyeful of memories. Gia must have had sex at least fifty times that night – if only in the minds of the men who saw her.

    She tuned in right away to Frank, though. Seemed almost overly interested in him.

    “Take me to dinner,” she’d said.

    So Frank took her down Hanover Street to a little joint that overlooked the crowds. While Franco parked his car down a side street in a chain-linked parking area reserved for his best guests, Frank ordered them the best veal in the city. They’d drunk a Merlot straight from a small vineyard in Tuscany. And Gia had sat there drinking in not only the ambience, but also Frank.

    By the time dinner was over, Frank felt like she was the only woman in the world who’d ever mattered to him. The memories of all the other tarts he’d ever dated vanished.

    If we sleep together, he thought, it’ll be like losing my virginity all over again.

    That actually took longer.

    Gia might have dressed like a 1950’s harlot, but she was anything but. She took her time with Frank. In a way, it built up the tension to an almost unbearable point. Frank obsessed about her. All he saw were images of her dancing in his mind. All the time. Unless he was on a job. Moe had taught him the discipline of absolute focus.

    Gia finally seduced him – because she called the shots that night and Frank merely went along like a hapless fool – on the night of the Feast of Saint Anthony’s. While fireworks went off below on the streets, Gia and Frank made a few combustions of their own. Gia made love like a rollercoaster on acid and Frank felt only too blessed to be along for the ride.

    Afterward, in the glow of the post-coitus ecstasy, Gia’s heart continued to thunder against his chest. Frank had asked her if everything was okay and she’d smiled and said it was.

    Frank’s own heart ticked down as the orgasmic release lulled him into the best sleep he’d ever had.

    The next morning she had vanished.

    Gia.

    Another cold January wind swept over him as he retraced his route back to his apartment.

    He’d need to see her soon. He’d promised results within a week.

    And Frank never failed to deliver.

    * * *

    Her office sat on Congress Street where she worked in human resources for a major mutual fund corporation. Frank hated corporations. Frank hated what he felt was the enslavement of a lot of good people into cubicle hell. And Frank hated the omnipotent greedheads who ran the companies.

    Say what you liked, he thought, but at least the Mafia retained a very hands-on family approach to running business.

    Showered, shaved, and dressed in a charcoal suit and thick wool overcoat, Frank walked to Congress Street just after ten o’clock. He paused at the entranceway and took a breath.

    Corporate atmosphere stifled him.

    He strode past a security guard more interested in doing the crossword puzzle than in asking him his business. At the elevator banks, he pressed the third floor and waited for the doors to close.

    Why was his heartrate increasing?

    At floor three, he stepped out and paused at the receptionist’s desk. “Good morning.”

    She looked up as if suddenly surprised by his appearance. “Can I help you?”

    “Yes, Gia Scolomari, please.”

    The receptionist nodded. “Have you filled out an application yet?”

    “I’m not here for a job.”

    “Oh.” The receptionist turned away and dialed an extension. After a moment she started talking while Frank examined the nonsensical lithographs that passed as appropriate artwork for an office.

    A wave of pain descended on him. His head throbbed.

    Frank closed his eyes. Images rushed at him. He saw an airplane. A big one. Coming across the water. The ocean? He shook his head. Heard the roar in his ears subside, felt the pain vanish.

    “Sir?”

    He turned. “Yes?”

    “Are you all right?”

    Frank rubbed his temples. “Fine.”

    “Whom should I say is calling?”

    “Sorry? Oh, tell her it’s Frank Jolino.”

    The receptionist spoke into the headset and then hung up. Frank turned. Gia emerged from an office beyond the double-paned glass doors.

    Frank caught his breath and forgot about his headache.

    He might hate Corporate America, but he sure liked seeing women dressed in suits and skirts.

    He smiled at Gia.

    Gia frowned at him.

    She pushed her way through the doors. “What?”

    “We need to talk.”

    “Now?”

    “It’s not the kind of thing that’ll wait.”

    “Let me get my coat.”

    Frank put his hand on her arm. “Inside is better.”

    She looked at him and sighed. “All right. Come into my office.”

    Frank followed her down an aisle bordered by cubicles toward an open door. Inside, Gia slid behind a mahogany desk and folded her hands on the blotter.

    Frank looked around. “You’ve done well for yourself.”

    “You can drop the educated vocal inflections now, Frank. We’re out of earshot.”

    He smiled. Moe had insisted Frank learn to drop his Boston Italian accent when dealing outside the realm of the Family.

    Frank draped his coat onto a chair and sat. “So. How you been?”

    “Are you kidding me?”

    “What?”

    “You show up at my office, basically demand to see me-“

    “I didn’t demand.”

    “And now we’re going to go around like a couple of junior high school kids on their first date. What the hell, Frank?”

    “You always gotta get things out in the open, huh?”

    “Always made it easier, yes.”

    “If you say so.”

    “Are you bringing our past into this already?”

    “Not unless I have to.”

    She leaned forward. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

    “You piss anyone off lately, Gia?”

    “Sure, yeah. Of course. I pissed off the guy working the coffee counter downstairs this morning. I told him I wanted extra sugar. He’s probably plotting my untimely demise right now.”

    “I’m being serious.”

    “Serious? What the hell kind of question is that? How would I know if I’ve pissed anyone off lately? I don’t give out score cards after every interaction I have.” She sighed. “Why?”

    “Because you’ve got a marker on you.” Frank let the words hit the floor and stay there a few seconds before he cleared his throat. “I thought I’d come to you first and see what the deal was.”

    “You can’t be serious.”

    “I’ve never been more so.”

    “How’d you find out?”

    Frank cocked an eyebrow. Gia’s eyes went wide. “Oh my God. You?”

    “Like I said, I wanted to check with you first.”

    “Before you kill me.”

    “I never said that.”

    “Is that why we’re in here? So you won’t be tempted to kill me outside the office?”

    “Gia-“

    “I can’t believe this. My ex-boyfriend gets contracted to kill me. Damn, I love Mondays.”

    “Gia, don’t make me play twenty questions. You need to be straight with me on this. What are you up to?”

    “Nothing.”

    “Don Patrisi doesn’t bother with people unless they’ve messed him over somehow. You must have done something. Think, will you?”

    “Did you tell him you’d do it?” Gia’s voice sounded soft. Scared. Was that possible? Frank hadn’t thought so before.

    “Yes.”

    Her cheeks went red. “Get out.”

    “We’re not done talking yet.”

    “I’m done talking to you, Frank. I can’t believe you said yes. After everything that we’ve been through together.”

    “What the hell was I supposed to say - no? Grow up, Gia. It doesn’t work that way. I’d be dead right now and there’d be a hit team waiting to pop you when you went to lunch.” He sighed. “Listen: I don’t want to kill you. I don’t intend to kill you, either.” Did he mean that? “But I have got to know what the hell is going on here. It’s not like Don Patrisi to do this. You know that. Hell, you know the guy almost as well as anybody in the Family does.”

    “He’s my uncle, Frank.”

    “Yeah, which makes me wonder all the more why he wants you taken out. Blood means a lot to the guy. And he’s gone and given the green light to have you whacked.”

    She slumped back into the chair. “I can’t believe this.”

    “Believe it, already, would you? Now tell me what’s going on.”

    “There must be a leak.”

    “What leak?”

    She looked at him. “A leak in the Family. How else would he have known about me?”

    “What’s to know about you, Gia?”

    “He knows about my activities. Christ, I was so sure I’d been careful. They promised me protection. They said this wouldn’t happen.”

    “Who said it wouldn’t happen? What are you talking about?”

    She grinned but all of her self-confidence looked like it had drained out of her body. “I’m working with the Feds, Frank. I’m working to put my uncle in jail.”

    Frank’s stomach dropped. “Shit.”
    Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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    12:17 pm
    PARALLAX: Chapter Three
    Chapter Three

    Germany

    Stahl woke at the same time he did every day.

    6AM.

    Despite the fact that he’d been up late, Stahl never deviated from his personal daily routine. He’d been that way since the early 1980s.

    He slid out of bed and dropped to the floor. He locked his arms, positioned himself and then launched into the push-ups.

    When he reached two hundred, he stopped.

    He flipped on to his back and began a series of crunch exercises starting with his upper abdominals and descending from there. He extended his legs, locked them out suspended six inches off the floor. He did scissors kicks slow to a count of four, the way they did in special operations units around the world.

    He stood and took a series of deep breaths that flooded his system with oxygen. He shifted into a strenuous martial arts routine consisting of leg exercises, first to limber and then to strengthen. He kicked and punched in the same four feet of space for fifteen minutes.

    Sweat poured off his naked body, funneled through the sharp crevices between his muscle bellies. At forty-two, Stahl was in better shape than men half his age.

    He smiled.

    Half a lifetime ago, he’d been disillusioned. Disaffected. And cast out of his aristocratic house because he’d embraced the teachings of Marx and Lenin. His father unable to cope with the pro-Communist leanings of his son, cut him off from an annual allowance of five million US dollars.

    Stahl left one Wednesday afternoon in March when the rains still fell cold and harsh against his skin. He’d walked out of their ancestral family home in Northern Germany and never once looked back.

    He’d found a home in the underground. The splinter groups that once made up the radical terrorist groups like Baader-Meinhof and Red Army welcomed him with open arms.

    And Stahl found a new family.

    A better family, he’d thought back then.

    Now he knew better.

    Stahl knew what real family was. Even if it that meant only him and his son.

    He sighed, padded to the shower and turned the faucet to scalding hot. He rinsed the accumulated sweat off his body and lathered his face for his shave. Shaving blind was a trait he’d acquired during his training in the Libyan desert. Mirrors weren’t allowed.

    Stahl switched the water to ice cold to snap his pores shut and stepped out into the steam. He toweled quickly, dressed and eased out of his apartment by seven-fifteen.

    Downstairs in the garage, he pulled the green tarp off his Saab Turbo. The car was fast enough without being too showy. And on the Autobahn, he was one of a thousand such cars.

    Anonymous.

    Undetectable.

    He drove fast, concerned only with bad drivers. But on the Autobahn, bad drivers stuck to the far right lane with the other autophobes.

    Stahl zoomed past them. He switched the radio to a classical music station and found some Wagner. He whistled along.

    He pulled off twenty minutes later. At the nameless town, he cruised into the square, past a statue of a once-famous statesman. Someone Stahl knew nothing about.

    He found the address quickly enough and parked five streets over. Meandering down the cobblestoned streets, Stahl triple-backed on himself to make sure he didn’t have any surveillance. At exactly eight o’clock, he entered the doorway of the dark gray brick building. A single buzzer with no nameplate hung next to the doorjamb. Stahl pressed it once.

    The door clicked open.

    He hoped they had video cameras hidden somewhere. Simply buzzing him through struck him as incredibly stupid. That was the second stupid thing the old man had done.

    The first had been asking for this meeting.

    He climbed to the third floor on shag carpeted steps that muffled his footfalls. Stahl slid down the hall with old peeling yellow wallpaper. The door at the end opened.

    A man stood in the doorway, blocking out the light behind him. Hired muscle.

    Stahl sighed.

    He stopped six feet from the door. The man glared at him.

    Stahl looked right through him.

    From inside the room, he heard the voice of an old man call out to the muscle. “I wouldn’t hassle our friend, Hans. He’ll kill you without so much as a an ounce of effort.”

    The henchman looked Stahl over in disbelief. But then moved obediently out of the way. Smart lad, thought Stahl as he entered the room.

    The old man stood by the window. He’d aged even more since Stahl had seen him last. A few stray hairs still poked out of his skull, long, white and springy. His eyes had sunk even further into their sockets. Another chin had added itself to the jowls hanging like heavy drapes.

    The old man smiled. “You’re right on time.”

    “I’m always on time,” said Stahl. He sat in the chair with its back to the wall and kept his hands folded in his lap.

    The old man pointed at a newspaper on the nearby coffee table. The front page carried an account of the previous night’s shooting in the town miles away. “Did you see that?”

    Stahl looked. “What about it?”

    “It was you, wasn’t it?”

    “What if it was?”

    The old man sighed. “It is important, I think, that you confine your activities given the nature of what I will propose shortly.”

    “I didn’t say I had anything to do with that murder.”

    “I know your…proclivity toward vigilante justice,” said the old man. “It carries all the hallmarks of your particular skill set. The .22 caliber bullets, the isolated location, time of night.”

    “A lot of people have .22 caliber pistols.”

    The old man shrugged. “Even if you don’t confirm it, I’ll simply assume it was you.”

    “Giving me credit for one more shooting doesn’t stroke my ego.”

    “Whatever the case, we need to talk.” He glanced at the bodyguard. “Go fetch us some coffee.”

    The muscle frowned. The old man sighed. “Go already. Stahl won’t let anything happen to me, at least not while I have the lure of money over him.” He waited until the bodyguard had backed out of the room and then sat across from Stahl on a simple couch.

    “I have a problem.”

    “Most of the world does, too.”

    “Indeed. This problem, however, can be rectified. Solved. But only by a man with your particular talents.”

    Stahl shrugged. “I’m out of that game now. You know that.”

    “You were a part of it for too long to simply walk away.”

    Stahl leaned forward. “I walk away from anything. Anytime I damn well please. I paid my dues. And I’ve certainly demonstrated my preferences for being left alone.”

    The old man snorted. “Killing Rudolph was hardly necessary. I only sent him to deliver a message.”

    “And I had him deliver a message of my own,” said Stahl. “It is only out of courtesy I am even here this morning. Say what you need to say and then let me be on my way.”

    “I’m offering you a job,” said the old man.

    “I don’t want one.”

    “You make this difficult.”

    “Not at all. It’s very simple. I don’t want to be bothered. I don’t want a job. I don’t-“

    “Your son is dying, Ernst.”

    Stahl kept his breathing in check. He’d found out. Somehow he’d found out. He always did.

    The old man continued. “I believe a transplant is the only thing that will guarantee the young lad lives beyond the next few weeks. Isn’t that right?”

    Stahl took a moment but kept staring right at him. “Yes. Although that’s none of your concern.”

    “I’m not implying a threat, if that’s what you’re thinking.”

    Stahl said nothing.

    “Merely,” continued the old man, “that I am aware of the decidedly formidable financial aspects of such a procedure.”

    “There’s insurance for such things.”

    “And you have none,” said the old man. “After all, ‘retired assassin’ isn’t exactly the sort of thing you can use to get a normal job nowadays, is it?”

    “Make your point.”

    “I made it already,” said the old man. “I want to hire you.”

    The muscle returned with three coffees and handed them out. Stahl sipped his slowly. He detested the taste but he’d never let on to that fact. “I’m still here,” he said.

    The old man directed Stahl’s attention to the television set in the corner of the room. The screen came alive with images. The old man pointed. “The gentleman in the white lab coat…can you kill him?”

    Stahl watched the screen memorizing the details of the man’s face and then looked at the old man. “I wouldn’t be here if you had any doubts.”

    “Indeed.”

    “So then,” continued Stahl, “the question is not if I ‘can,’ but rather if I will.”

    “I think your son’s health may well be reason enough. Don’t you?”

    Stahl studied the screen. “Who is he?”

    “A former employee.”

    “That’s not a lot of information.”

    The old man shrugged. “He worked for us. He…did things. Then he had a conscience shift. He got morals. He found his work unacceptable and went over to the intelligence services.”

    “And he’s got some dirty little secrets, has he?”

    “Several, in fact. One the world is already familiar with. And one that I want kept a secret until the time of my choosing.”

    “You’re being deliberately obtuse.”

    “You don’t need to know that much.”

    “I need to know more than you’re sharing right now.”

    The old man coughed. “Are you certain you wish to know?”

    Stahl frowned. “Games don’t amuse me. Tell me what I need to know about this target.”

    “Very well.” The old man leaned forward and spoke quietly for a few seconds. Then he leaned back and waited.

    Stahl pondered the information. “It’s a big job.”

    “Not big in terms of size, but it is extremely important.”

    “Messy.”

    The old man nodded. “Use explosives. I don’t want you simply shooting this man. It has to be done with a bomb.”

    “What’s the timeframe?”

    “As soon as possible,” said the old man. “I’d like the target eliminated within a week.”

    “That’s not a lot of time.”

    “Risky. Isn’t it?”

    “He’ll have security with him if he’s gone over. Yes, it’s risky. It might even be suicidal.”

    I feel certain you are up to the challenge.”

    Stahl sipped his coffee. “I haven’t heard anything yet to make me accept the mission.”

    “The sooner you acquire the necessary money for the transplant, the sooner your boy gets better. Isn’t that so?”

    “Yes.”

    “Take the job,” said the old man. “Take the job and your son gets his transplant and the best medical care German hospitals can provide. He will be alive and well.”

    “Twenty million dollars,” said Stahl. “US currency.”

    The old man laughed. “Ridiculous. Even for you. Even for your abilities, such a price is completely outrageous.”

    “You came to me, remember?” Stahl shrugged. “You’ll get top dollar for what he made for you. If I take the assignment, I get top dollar as well.”

    Silence hung in the room. Stahl watched the television screen, focusing on the face.

    The old man cleared his throat. “Very well.”

    “US,” said Stahl. “I don’t want any of those silly Euros. New currency is never trustworthy. And I’ll need ten million up front.”

    The old man shook his head. “You’ll get the entire amount upon completion of the job.”

    “Out of the question.”

    “I’d have no assurances you’d do the job. You could walk out of here and be ten million dollars richer without ever starting the mission.”

    “You’d have my word,” said Stahl. “That used to mean something.”

    “Times change,” said the old man. “I’ll wire you seventy thousand dollars to your checking account,” he smiled, “That’s more than enough to finance your mission. Once you complete the assignment, I’ll release the rest of the money.”

    “My son doesn’t have that much time,” said Stahl.

    “I’m told that he has at least one month before his condition deteriorates to the point where even a transplant won’t help him. Take a week and complete your mission. Then you get to come home, see your son get his life back, and the two of you can go on with your lives, albeit much richer.”

    Stahl looked at the bodyguard and then the old man. “If I do this job and you don’t pay me, I will make it my life’s mission to hunt you down. I will introduce you to a world of agony unlike anything you’ve ever known.”

    The old man waved his hand. “Yes, I’m sure of that, Herr Stahl. Now, is there anything else?”

    “I’ll need a contact. Someone sterile.”

    “I have someone in mind. Call me when you reach your destination. One of my helpers will give you the necessary information.”

    “Where am I going?”

    “To the United States, of course. Boston, Massachusetts. Your target is scheduled to address a conference there in seven days. Make sure he never utters word.”

    “You’ve got excellent information.”

    “Money buys everything.”

    Stahl ignored him. “One more thing: after today, I don’t exist anymore. No more jobs, no more phone calls, no more dead drops. This is the end of our relationship.”

    The old man held his gaze and then nodded.

    Stahl stood. “Don’t double-cross me.”

    “I won’t.”

    Stahl stared at him a second longer. Then he turned and walked out.
    12:08 pm
    PARALLAX: Chapter Two
    Chapter Two

    Don Patrisi welcomed him a bear hug. “Nice piece of work, Frankie.”

    He smiled and gave the old man a kiss on each cheek. “You know you’re the only person I let call me that, don’t you?”

    The Don pulled back and spread his arms. “Sure I do. Why ya think I call you that?” The old man laughed and sipped his red wine from the imported crystal glass in front of him. Years of drinking the imported Sicilian wine he adored had left his liver in rough shape. Frank could count the skin blotches creeping up from the collar of the old man’s hand-tailored silk shirts. Patrisi’s face always seemed a dull shade of yellow. Dark deep circles underscored his bright blue eyes. But the cirrhosis hadn’t robbed Patrisi of his ability to mete out harsh punishment to those he saw fit to receive it.

    “That piece of shit Vespucio. Thought he could steal from me? And get away with it?” He coughed and a sputter of phlegm dribbled out of the corner of his mouth. “About time we did that worthless fuck.”

    Frank said nothing. He didn’t much care for the justification speech that happened anytime he whacked someone for the old man. Frank did his job and that was that. But he let the old man talk. He could tell Patrisi missed being out with the action. The most excitement he got these days was wondering if the Feds would ever gather enough evidence on him to force the racketeering charges to stick.

    “Bobby says you gave him a hard time about him smoking his butts.”

    “He wants to smoke ‘em, that’s fine with me.” Frank shrugged. “But not when we’re doing a job. Kid needed a little lesson in not sticking out. Vespucio would have seen a cigarette in the dark. He would have run. I would have had to chase him.” He smiled. “I don’t chase people.”

    Don Patrisi nodded. “Moe.” He said the name with a lot of respect. Frank appreciated that. “That guy, he taught you right, didn’t he?”

    “Yes sir.”

    Patrisi took another sip of wine. “How many people you killed for me, Frank?”
    “I don’t keep count, Mr. Patrisi. I just do my job.”

    “And you do it damned well.” He reached into his suit coat and removed a letter-sized envelope. “This is for you. It’s your usual…plus a small bonus.”

    Frank took the envelope without looking into it. He knew Don Patrisi wouldn’t stiff him. Over the years, other families had tried to lure Frank away through intermediaries. Frank stayed loyal to Patrisi. In Frank’s mind, not enough people stayed loyal to anything or anyone nowadays.

    He slid the envelope into his jacket. “Thank you.”

    The Don regarded him. “Everything go all right, tonight?”

    “What do you mean?”

    Patrisi shrugged. “You know, it’s just the kid there, he says you did Vespucio and then sorta stood there not looking like yourself for a second.”

    “Kid really talked your ear off, huh?”

    “I talked to him while you were in the can. No big.”

    “I had a headache is all,” said Frank. “Damned migraine, you know? Been kicking my ass all night. Nothing a couple of Excedrins can’t whip.”

    “Probably right.” He stifled a yawn with one hand. “Bobby says you also let Vespucio’s bitch walk.”

    “She wasn’t part of the equation. You know my standards.”

    “Yeah, I know ‘em. No innocents. No extra hit. Just the assigned target. That’s it.”

    “I’m not a rolling slaughterhouse, Don. I do the job you ask and I go home. It ain’t much, but it’s me.”

    Patrisi snapped his fingers and a waiter appeared out of nowhere and refilled the Don’s glass. “I never known a hitter like you, Frankie, you know that?”

    “You knew Moe.”

    “Yeah. Good ol’ Moe.” He smiled and sipped some more wine. “We had some times that guy and me. Couldn’t have asked for a better teacher, huh kid?”

    “Moe was the best.”

    “Yeah, well, you’re the best now. Moe made sure of that.”

    Frank inclined his head. “You mind if I get going now? Kinda anxious to pop some meds for this skull thunder.”

    The smile disappeared. Frank watched the stress of leading an organized crime syndicate creep back into the old man’s face. “Not just yet. I got something for you, Frankie.”

    “Yeah?”

    “Another one.”

    Frank paused. “Busy week.”

    “These fucking things come outa the woodwork, I ain’t lying to you. First one, then another. Then the whole blessed place is overrun with ‘em.”

    “Who’s the target?”

    Don Patrisi finished his wine in two gulps and set the glass back down on the table. “Before I tell you, I gotta have your word that you won’t flip out.”

    “Why should I flip out? A job’s a job.”

    “Yeah.” Don Patrisi slid a photograph over to Frank. “I figured you’d say that.”

    Frank looked down and felt his stomach lurch. He looked up. “Are you kidding me?”

    “No.” He glanced around for the waiter. “I want her gone, Frank.”

    “What for?”

    “What for – what the hell do you mean?”

    “I mean what’s she done that she needs to be whacked?”

    “That really any of your concern? Do you really need to know why? It’s a job, Frank. Like you just said. Am I right?”

    He could have argued it. He had the clout. But why bother? “You know we got a history, her and me.”

    “Yeah, I heard that. I heard she used to yell at you like you were some kind of little puppy dog she could shit all over, too.”

    “Wasn’t like that.”

    “Whatever it was,” said the Don, “it’s in the past. The past, Frank. What we need to talk about is her future. Or rather, the lack thereof.”

    “She’s your niece, for crying out loud.”

    “She’s my long-lost niece, Frank. Cripes, I never even knew she existed until she showed up two years ago.” He took a long drag on the glass. “How soon can you do the job?”

    Frank looked at him and saw no indecision in the old man’s face. Inside, he grimaced. Moe had warned him this day would come. The day when you got a hit that you knew. But Moe hadn’t said anything about getting a hit that you used to love.

    Used to love.

    He almost smiled. Frank wasn’t fooling anyone, least of all himself. He still loved her as much as he ever had. Even with all the shit she’d heaped on him. Even with all the grief.

    Gia.

    He looked right into the Don’s eyes. Moe had always insisted on eye contact.

    “Gimme a week.”

    * * *

    Frank climbed five flights to his apartment overlooking Prince Street. He checked the top of his doorjamb for the single hair he always slid in as his cheap burglar alarm. The hair was still in place. Right where it should have been.

    Good. The last thing Frank wanted was to have to shoot someone else tonight. He slid his key in and heard the door behind him open. He sighed. Not now. For the love of God, not now.

    “Hi, Frank.”

    He turned around and forced a smile. “Hello, Mrs. Morello.”

    The squat older woman with gray hair tied back in a bun smiled. She held a covered pink casserole dish in her hands. “I baked you a nice lasagna, dear. You take it. It’s late, you must be starved.”

    “Thanks.” Frank held the casserole dish and waited. He’d been through this enough times to know what was coming next.

    “My niece is still available, you know that? You should really give her a call. You two would be good together.”

    Frank shook his head. “Mrs. Morello, you know I don’t have time for a girlfriend.”

    His neighbor scowled. “What? No time? What man doesn’t have time for a nice girl who knows how to cook and clean and treat her man with some respect? I should fall down dead if you don’t have time for a nice young woman in your life.”

    Frank grinned. “That kind of talk will get you into all sorts of trouble with the feminists, Mrs. Morello.”

    “Bah, feminism. What is that? An excuse to not shave your legs and your pits and walk around like you got a set of big ones between your legs? I’d rather have it the way we did back when.” She stood back. “Now take my niece, for example. She knows how to treat a man.”

    Unfortunately she looks like a baboon, thought Frank. “Mrs. Morello, I appreciate your concern, but I’m not looking for any company just now.”

    “Well, how about a one-night stand then?”

    “Mrs. Morello.” Frank almost fell over laughing.

    “What? Not for her. For me.” She winked at Frank. “I could make your eyes spin around like a slot machine, you know.”

    “I don’t doubt it. But I’m afraid the answer’s still no.”

    Mrs. Morello sighed. “Can’t blame an old gal for trying.”

    Frank hefted the plate. “Thanks for the lasagna. I’ll give you the dish back tomorrow, okay?”

    “Whenever you finish, dear.” She disappeared back into her apartment. Frank walked into his.

    Gumshoe came running. Frank stooped and patted her coat of brown and white fur. His hand came away with a large tuft of hair entwined in his fingers. He rubbed them together and the hair fluttered to the ground. Gumshoe pounced on it and started eating it.

    Frank shook his head. “No wonder you get hairballs.”

    He walked to the kitchen and placed Mrs. Morello’s lasagna down on the counter. Frank whistled. Gumshoe came running into the kitchen, the tuft of cat hair still sticking out of her mouth.

    “Gimme that.” Frank grabbed it. Then he opened a can of cat food and set it in the bowl. Gumshoe tore into it.

    Frank peeled back the foil and sniffed the lasagna. Mrs. Morello had made sure to pile on the cheese. He shrugged. May as well not waste such a fine meal. He got a serving spoon and heaped a slice onto a plate, then took it into the living room.

    He switched on the television. It was too early yet for the eleven o’clock news. Frank could eat, maybe catch the last part of the Bruins game and then make sure he hadn’t left any loose threads on the hit.

    He fished a bottle of Sam Adams Winter Lager out of his fridge. He loved the beer. Every year he swore he’d stock up enough cases of the seasonal brew to see him through the months when it wasn’t available.

    Every year he forgot.

    He poured the bottle into a tall glass and sat down just as the Bruins scored their first goal. He bit into the lasagna and felt the stress of the hit melt into the floor. Something else filled the hole left behind.

    Gia.

    He chewed, swallowed, and sipped his beer. Christ, he wished he could just forget about her once and for all. She was too much emotional baggage. She was too much of a pain in the ass. She was too much of a bitch.

    But damn he loved her.

    And now the Don wanted her dead.

    Figures.

    He finished his first bottle of Sam Adams and went back for a second.

    How many times, he thought, how many times has it happened this way? Go out, take care of some business and then come back to the apartment, have dinner, a few brews and spend the night decompressing.

    A good life.

    Wasn’t it?

    He pushed his plate away but kept the Sam Adams in his left hand. Gumshoe materialized at his feet and reached up, stretching her paws to his lap. She jumped without a sound and snuggled into him. Frank stroked her fur while he nursed the beer and watched the Mapleleafs attempt a comeback.

    “You know, Gumshoe, when I was ten, I would have killed for this life.”

    Growing up in the North End meant one of two things: you either hooked up with a gang or you moved out. Rumbles with the kids across the bridge, the Townies of Charlestown, meant Frank learned early on how to hold his own in a fight.

    “I ever tell you about that day? Me and Tony?”

    That was back for the Patrisi family had taken over. Nobody messed with Tony, Don Giani’s son, but Tony didn’t abuse the power. He earned the respect of the neighborhood kids – family notwithstanding. Frank liked him from the start and they became close friends.

    That fateful night just after the St. Anthony’s festival they were walking down by the ice rink, close to the bridge that separated the neighborhoods. Just before they turned back onto Commercial Street, a gang of Townies jumped them.

    “Six of them guys. Just two of us. Me and Tony standing there back-to-back taking them all on. Son of a bitch.”

    Frank took a shot in his jaw. He felt his back molar break and he spat blood and white tooth. But two sacked Tony at the same time. The Townies knew him. Nothing would have made them happier than busting the Don’s son into a million pieces.

    Frank put his attackers down by stomping a shinbone into dust and breaking another boy’s arm. He turned to see Tony elbow another kid in the face, drawing a fountain of blood that gushed down the kid’s shirt.

    “That’s when that little puke pulled a knife.”

    Frank would later try to figure out why exactly he’d jumped in front of Tony at that instant. Maybe it was because Tony was the Don’s son. Maybe it was because Frank didn’t value his own life all that much – not with a mother addicted to heroin and a father who’d left when Frank was still wearing diapers.

    Or maybe it was because Tony was his friend.

    Whatever the reason, Frank took a slash across the back of his forearm.

    “I’ll never forget how it felt the way that blade cut me. Deep, too. You know why more people are more afraid of getting knifed than shot? It’s because everyone can remember cutting themselves. Weird, huh?”

    But something happened then.

    The pain shut off.

    And Frank felt a tidal surge of anger well up inside of him pushing at the dam he’d built to contain all the pain his young life had forced him to endure.

    It burst.

    Without thinking, he ripped the knife away from the Townie, reversed the blade and jammed it into the boy’s larynx, sawing from side to side. When the blood pouring over them both made the knife too slippery to hold, Frank jerked it out, wiped the handle on his jeans and tossed it into the nearby harbor.

    The Townie slumped to the ground. Dead.

    The other thugs ran.

    “I was bleeding like hell. Tony grabbed me and we hightailed it to his dad’s bar.”

    In those days, Big Sal always manned the back door. When he opened it and saw the two boys, the cigar he always chomped froze in mid-greeting.

    “Jesus fucking Christ. You two get your asses in here.’ I can still hear him saying it.”

    Big Sal got Tony’s father. Mr. Giani took one look at the boys and ordered three shots of whiskey. He gave one to Tony, one to Frank, and one for himself. They downed them.

    “Tony did the talking. Tony always did the talking.”

    Throughout, Frank could smell the drying blood on his shirt. His wound hurt when Big Sal wrapped it with a big towel from the kitchen.

    But Frank wasn’t thinking about his wound. He thought about what it felt like to plunge the knife into the Townie’s throat. He saw it all in slow motion. He remembered when the Townie’s eyes rolled white as Death came for him.

    While Tony talked, the Don kept shooting glances at Frank. Finally Tony finished. Mr. Giani laid a hand on Frank’s shoulder.

    “He thanked me for saving Tony’s life. There wasn’t much I could say. It really hadn’t even hit me yet.”

    Tony’s father took care of everything from there. First they got some new clothes. And Frank knew Mr. Giani sent men down to dispose of the kid’s body. There might have been hell to pay, but Mr. Giani called in a marker and the Winter Hill Gang that ran Charlestown never collected on the revenge card.

    “Then Tony bought it a few years later in a car crash. If I’d been there, I would have gladly taken his place. I woulda done anything for that guy.”

    Frank stood, displacing Gumshoe. He walked to the window.

    “Now look at me. I talk to cats.”

    Down on Hanover Street, the evening crowd lingered. Tourists mostly. They came to the North End for a taste of Italian Boston. And they got it. Frank could circulate in their midst and they’d never guess what he really did. Frank stayed low.

    And he stayed alive.

    The night’s events ran through his mind again. He’d fired his gun and the whole scene had changed. He was someplace else, looking at someone else. And he had no clue what had happened. Or even why it had happened.

    And that pain – so much pain in his head – had absolutely frozen him.

    Was the stress getting to him? Frank frowned. Bullshit. He did what he did and he was good at it. Stress was something created by degree-packing academics to justify their existence and over-the-top hourly fees.

    Frank rubbed his head. Damn that headache.

    But was it really even a headache at all? He’d said it back at Patrisi’s club because he knew the Don would accept the answer. Moe had told him a long time ago that if you ever showed a weakness, you stopped being an asset and you became a liability.

    Deception at all costs.

    The only way to survive.

    But something else had happened tonight. Something other than taking Vespucio out. Something more than learning that he had to kill his ex-girlfriend.

    Something else entirely.

    And Frank didn’t have a clue what it was.
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